Happy birthday gorgeous. <3 I love you so much Stacy. thank you for my burrito that you made me for lunch, it was tasty. you’re so beautiful, i watched you while you napped this morning because I couldn’t sleep and I just admired your beauty. All of the little moles (shocolate ships) that you have. the little creases you have by your mouth from smiling, the way you look so peaceful but every once in a while you’d squint your eyes as if you were having a bad dream. Your hair falls so gracefully over your face and I just brushed it behind your ear. Your lips are so nice and full and they always have such a warm rosy color. The way you like to sleep diagonally so you take up the whole bed. I just listened to the sound of you breathing and your heart beating and it calmed me. It stopped me from crying and I just realized that I need to stop being sad and just live. I have you by my side each and everyday and that in itself is the biggest blessing I could ever ask for. I’m the luckiest girl in the world just because I have you. So I promise, I won’t let myself be sad anymore. I’m going to fight it. I want to show you how happy you make me, because it’s true. You make me so happy and I just don’t let myself show it. And after this thought, I just held you as tight as I could without waking you. And I felt this wave come over me, and I decided that I was going to make you feel just as much like a princess as you make me feel. So I will. I love you Stacy Jara, always.